No sleep for ADHD brains!

Least I now know why I cant fucking sleep. I am lucky if I sleep 4 hours in a night, and for some fucked up reason, I always awake at 3:27am. It's the weirdest god damn thing. Than I lay there and think and think and think.. Least I now know why.... ADHD MONSTER!!!! Makes sense, I can't sleep because my mind is racing.. God 33 years of my life, and I am lucky if I sleep an average of 4 hrs a night, sometimes 2hrs is the average. Amazing how I can even function. But the counselor told me I am a functioning ADHD person, which is even scary... Man, the concept to sleep is foreign to me... I took ambien for 4+ years, and I got sick of the scariness of not remembering some things. And to be honest the drug started to scare me, so I weaned myself off of it, I decided that it was better off to not sleep, than "fake" sleep on those gnarly drugs.