Warrior of the Battle of My Body
My body hates me. When asked what’s wrong with me, I simply say my body hates me. My surgery spree began at the age of 19..Than I guess my body decided it was time for World War II. I have had countless surgeries due to my raging angry immune system, 2 endo surgeries & numerous failed attempts at healing.. Recently diganosed with SEVERE ADHD, here goes another battle again myself!!!.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Funny how once you realize something, you are able to recognize it in your life... I cant believe how much ADHD is running my life.. my thoughts.. my actions.... Today as I sit and wait for 5:00 to role around, it's driving me INSANE! I have always wondered why, but now I know I why.. Every second that itches by drive me insane. I can always make it till 3:30ish/4:00ish but man the last hour is murder to me.. I try and think of ways to make the time go by faster, and its complete hell... My brain just runs amuck... Hmmm wonder if any correlation to why I always awake at 3:27am from "sleep" (LOL) if you can call it that.... I work 2-6am till always 3:30sih.. Its so weird... My skin feels like it's crawling, my body is sweating and I feel like every second that goes by is complete and utter torture to me.. Now image going through this EVERY day.....
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