Warrior of the Battle of My Body
My body hates me. When asked what’s wrong with me, I simply say my body hates me. My surgery spree began at the age of 19..Than I guess my body decided it was time for World War II. I have had countless surgeries due to my raging angry immune system, 2 endo surgeries & numerous failed attempts at healing.. Recently diganosed with SEVERE ADHD, here goes another battle again myself!!!.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Rocking it.
“A man's health can be judged by which he takes two at a time - pills or stairs.”
Been to the gym the last 2 days, and have to say I feel better, little sore but mentally and physically I do feel better. I wanted to hit up chakru yoga yesterday, but work duties called and I had to get these project done for my boss. I did however stick to my promise I made to myself, and went to the gym late afternoon and went running & also rowing machine. I can;t believe how out of shape I am and also how easily I get winded. This could be from the smoking gone out of control the last few months, or me being out of shape. OR just both LOL I don't like feeling so out of shape. It isn't a vain thing (all though partially it might be) but I don't like the way i feel on the inside. Yes, I weigh well int he norm for my height and age, and everyone tells me all the time how skinny I look, but it doesn't matter. I felt completely untoned and out of shape which bothers the shit out of me. At the end of the day, THAT'S who is matter most to. So my goal is 6 days this week gym time (hopefully I can squeeze a yoga session in there) it's just hard with my crazy work schedule. Nonetheless I will hit the gym 6 days this week and see how I feel.
Contacted my tattoo guy about getting on my side rib cage. Working out the details with him. Sadly he moved to another town 3 hours away, so I have to work it ou via email with him, which isn't the easiest. But I want his skills, so I am willing to try and make this work. With any luck, I will get it the week my busy season ends. I tried to post the pic, but for some reason it isnt working. Going to try and get a price and time for it from him, and go from there.
Dr. Greedy Redwine is "offering free records review o patients for Endo month". It took everything I had to not post on facebook that ya he is, he needs money. BUT he did alleviate my endo when I was 19, and for that i am grateful, so i restrained myself. HOWEVER him offering a free record review is only a way for him to get his whopping $6,800 surgery fee. Sorry but it is. The man isn't really one to donate his time to charity or to have a bleeding heart.
I got invited to ride in a 25 mile endurance ride on a Polish Arab at the end of May. I have been thinking it over, and I really think this would be awesome. Horses have always been a part of me and my life, and the last 4+ years I had to supress that passion for my education and my license, and now I can actually spend my summer doing things that I love. Like riding my horses. I am eager and so excited to begin to explore the love of my life again. I miss my horses so much!!!!!
Welp back to work ;-)
