My body is fucking with me...

Between FLU, ALLERGIES, COUGH COLD, HORMONES and well isn't that enough?!?! my body is totaling fucking with me.... I have had a rough 2 weeks of dealing with these various symptoms and I am sick of it!!! It's TOOOO MUCH!!! I am wondering if my naseua is from my hormones and the IUD. I was feeling pretty skinny this week (from the stomach flu LOL) and than I woke up this morning feeling completed bloated and fat.. Well hello there hormones. I didn't gain weight while I was sleeping! LOL I have taken the last 2 weeks off (not by choice) because I haven't been feeling up to par. This weak with the stomach nausea and the allergies/cough cold, I didn't feel much like doing anything.... But I am sick of it! Today I am headed back to Miss P's yoga/pilates class and I am super excited.. Than off to golf a round. I will always be nice to my body, and known when it needs a break, but welp body, you have had a long enough break!!! Time to nut up or shut up. I also think I will weigh myself at the gym today, to see if I am riding neutral or lost weight from the stomach flu. Not much of an appetite.. Whatever the case, I feel completely bloated (which for me is hormones) and I thinking my body is just adjusting to another change with the IUD. We shall see!

Rip it out..

It's all relative.. and to me it's INCREDIBLY relative today!!!!

Days like today.. Where I feel like I am going to pee my pants, my stomach is all fucked up and I generally hurt make me want to just rip out my fucking uterus. I have an AMAZING day ahead of me..a modeling gig and than I am volunteering my time for a local charity event, and I am so excited. I just feel like death.. I hurt everywhere... I try and hide the pain, because I have to... and I know (and hope) it will subside in any given hour or time... But I am just sick of it.. i think of the struggles I got through every day, and the meds I take and I wonder can I really even have kids.... I don't know... Today is just an incredibly hard day... I am a positive person, and I will move forward & onward like I always do... plus my period is going to start this weekend which ALWAYS makes all my symptoms flare... Makes all my wires in my body go completely haywire... I am hoping a day of getting my hair done, modeling & volunteering my time with wash away the pain for the day... *sigh*